Sex in C Major
Stefan has fantasies.He knows chasing those fantasies is only going to end in disaster, but he can t seem to stop his self destructive spiral He s a transgender man struggling to come to terms with the intersection of his identity and his sexual fantasies as a submissive He needs someone to take control before he loses it completely.Daz can take control He can teach Stefan everything there is to know about sex and submission, but for some reason, he can t get inside Stefan s head Daz can stop Stefan s self destruction but not the fear that fuels it.Stefan needs to know who he is before he can accept what he is And it s Yannis Daz s aromantic, asexual, stern, and sarcastic partner who has the answer. Best Download [ Sex in C Major ] By [ Matthew J. Metzger ] For Kindle ePUB or eBook – kino-fada.fr 4 Stars BDSM,Master Slave,Serious Kink,Humiliation..This book seriously tested my limits but I found it really addictive.Full review soon.I m not going to rate this mostly because I don t know how to as it defies the rating scale It s not particularly likable nor is it a romance in the traditional sense Were there a disturbing rating scale this would blow the lid off that, because Sex in C Major is truly disturbing on multiple levels I m guessing that lingering feeling of unease was the objective, though.Stefan narrates this story and gives us an inside look at his struggles with gender dysphoria, depression and coming to ter I m not going to rate this mostly because I don t know how to as it defies the rating scale It s not particularly likable nor is it a romance in the traditional sense Were there a disturbing rating scale this would blow the lid off that, because Sex in C Major is truly disturbing on multiple levels I m guessing that lingering feeling of unease was the objective, though.Stefan narrates this story and gives us an inside look at his struggles with gender dysphoria, depression and coming to terms with his desires Shunned by his family when he came out as trans, he s now living off the government in a shithole apartment, has no friends, no job and spends a lot of time drunk or high futilely searching the interwebs f...This was a challenge and an eye openertrigger warnings for dub con, suicidal ideation, Master slave relationship, menage, open relationships, etcThe BDSM is central and intense, the pain and the growth, the intensity of the challenges and risks Stefan faces as a trans guy whose fantasies include pain and non con sex kept me glued to the page Part of the tension for me as a reader here was knowing how horrifically wrong things could have gone for Stefan, had he met anyone other than This was a challenge and an eye openertrigger warnings for dub con, suicidal ideation, Master slave relationship, menage, open relationships, etcThe BDSM is central and intense, the pain and the growth, the intensity of the challenges and risks Stefan faces as a trans guy whose fantasies include pain and non con sex kept me glued to the page Part of the tension for me as a reader here was knowing how horrifically wrong things could have gone for Stefan, had he met anyone other than Daz Knowing all the parts of the broken mess that is Stefan that could have been eased, by having family and medical care that gave him what he needed, instead of rejection and years of denial And knowing that there are trans guys and trans women out there whose...This was a very dark read Truly disturbing on so many levels but also kind of addictive It s even hard to classify this novel as a romance Very interesting in terms of gender dysphoria, sex transition, polyamory, asexual and aromantic orientation.The book is heavy on the sex and with very extreme BDSM content painful and non con sex, humiliation, breath play, biting to the blood , bareback sharing, force play and humiliation This seriously tested my limits but I found it eye opening sinc This was a very dark read Truly disturbing on so many levels but also kind of addictive It s even hard to classify this novel as a romance Very interesting in terms of gender dysphoria, sex transition, polyamory, asexual and aromantic orientation.The book is heavy on the sex and with very extreme BDSM content painful and non con sex, humiliation, breath play, biting to the blood , bareback sharing, force play and humiliation This seriously tested my limits but I found it eye opening since this is all Stefan s desires, and this is his journey to coming to terms with his own sexual needs What really affected my opinion about this book only two stars for a quite complex read is using BDSM as therapy for mental illness and alcohol addiction And a supposedly experienced dom playing extreme BDSM scenes with an unsettled rookie with only a safeword and after 5 minute talk about limits Basic... Sex in C Major came close to the edge of even my comfort level, so thank you Matthew J Metzger, for taking me on this journey and letting me live a small piece of Stefan s life with him.I blew through a range of emotions from shivers to shock, from hope to horror, and all the stuff in between It s been a long time since I ve literally cringed and some of the cringe worthy stuff that Stefan puts himself through is close to overwhelming.Stefan s journey, battling so much self hatred and utter co Sex in C Major came close to the edge of even my comfort level, so thank you Matthew J Metzger, for taking me on this j...Probably will have some spoilers here So I did end up finishing this book I kept going back because I know that this author can write an amazing story I didn t enjoy this one though The reason has nothing to do with dark kink I like reading dark stories This one just has me feeling icky from the beginning.I had a huge problem reading about Stefan, who is devastatingly and heart breakingly depressed, engage in extreme BDSM with a man who is basically a stranger with only a safeword There i Probably will have some spoilers here S...Review and Book contain mentions depictions of rape fantasies, depression suicidal thoughts, as well as hard core BDSM with a Master slave relationship Please be aware of this before continuing, and if you feel these might trigger you, it would be a good idea to avoid both this review and the book Stef lost his whole family when he came out as trans Now all he has is a crappy flat, a stolen cello, and a box of illegal testosterone shots because he can t see doctors giving him th...4.5 star review by The Blogger Girls.Every once in a while I like to push some boundaries and read and hopefully learnabout something I would not typically find on my shelf This pushed a few of mine, but the warnings are all there so you basically know what to expect.Stefan is a young guy who was on his own after having been kicked out by his mother and grandparents He has quite a few issues he s dealing with that are all intermingled with one another He has I believe a pretty bad cas 4.5 star review by The Blogger Girls.Every once in a while I like to push some boundaries and read and hopefully learnabout something I would not typically find on my shelf This pushed ...NEEEEEEEEEEEDNo rating DNF 98%This book seriously needs to have a warning on it I can handle dark, but I just didn t expect this.

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- 25 October 2017 Matthew J. Metzger
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- 426 pages
- Matthew J. Metzger
- Sex in C Major